Your love

Your love is like a drug to me Slowly taking over my all Your love is like a salvation for me Slowly seeking me out If you said by leaving me Its e best for me I dont wan e best If you said by cutting me off Its the only way for me I wan another alternative Between our love i tot theres no boundary Between us i tot theres no pride Yet here i stand infront of u With the vast ocean btween us, me stripped from you Those promises u gave before, broken amd forgotten Those memories u gave, burnt into my soul I have no heart I am unwhole You taught me nothing is fair in this world I do not want fairness Coz fairness is nothing I just want you to hold me when i sleep To comfort me when i cry To laugh along with me when im being silly I juz want to hold you when u sleep Listening to your heartbeat You wont cry infront of me, but i just wan to tell you everythings gonna be alright I jus wan to make you laugh from the bottom of your heart Im being irresponsible u flared at me Im being inconsiderate u shouted at me Im just adding on to your burden I saw the pain in your eyes And your pain adds to mine If my absence is e only way to make you happy To remedy the whole situation Cut me up strip me bare Leave no chance to put me down Trample and stab my heart Let it bleed away all Leave it out in the open as it aint worthy anymore Give me the final ending As i so much wanted it Give me the closure So that my soul would accept the reality Im willingly to step away just what you had asked from me Juzt tell me the words im needing I do not want to stop in this unknown I do not want to think you would hold my hands forever I do not want to see you caught inbtween pain If true love is putting ur happiness first I would let you go Just give me the conclusion

Closure

A closure is all i need To close the void An ending to the masquerade i led Web of deceit shrouded over me Those words u said, meaningless Say it now or hold your peace I'm never gonna look at you the same way as before My eyes blinded my body scarred My heart trampled my soul jaded My mind frozen with a thousand doubts Twirling in this desolute blackness Who am i to ask for help A conclusion becomes my salvation Give me the resolution To leave this inception

Wild fox

The wild fox with her fiery red fur, haughty and proud.

She never let anyone or anything near her caged heart.

She shielded it fiercely with her all might.

She rejected all those that came near her.

That was in the past….

Now the fox stood haggard and ashamed, no longer wild.

She let her enemy into her life unknowingly.

The enemy appeared, stepped into her life.

The enemy tamed, played with her heart and left it broken into pieces.

Out of her life, back to where he came from.

Never had the fox anticipated that.

She couldn’t breathe; her life had been taken away.

She couldn’t understand; her mind had been blown.

She couldn’t accept; Gods above were playing a joke on her.

She was once untamed, she was once free.

She smiled at the sunshine and danced in the rains.

She painted her own rainbows and found her pots of gold.

Now she is trapped in the depth of sorrow.

She weeps in the shadows and howl at the moon.

She draws the cloaks of darkness closer and uses them as warmth.

The fox, tamed and unwanted.

The fox lost in despair, could not find her sunshine and rain.

The fox blinded by sorrow, could no longer paint rainbows.

The fox tamed, could not find her place in this world anymore….

Life

We are all as one but we don't move as one...
Just received news that one of my overseas contact had passed on... That was shocking, he was barely 60. His life was so taken away from him...
Rip LT..

Post mortem

I felt as if i had dissected... Many can read me but I refuse to believe..
This fatigue, this is dragging me down..
I'm so tired that I shut off all...
All but the memories..