Before and after

Well I believe I am 2kg heavier, with all the feasting over the Lunar New Year weekend...

It's not the pineapple tarts, the ba kwa (oh wait.. I had not had any ba kwa yet!), the love letters, the cashew nuts blah blah that's making me fat, it's the million meals in a day that is contributing to the many rolls of fat around my middle!

Oh wait, I might be exaggerating on the million meals but the part of many rolls of fat is definitely true (*nods sadly*)

You know, sometimes I dread CNY coz there's so many temptations around and dun we all know there's always a price to pay for temptations?!

I had been rather disciplined this year round (lotsa hard work!) by not wanting to munch on the goodies BUT BUT I can't help it of every house that I had visited, gracious hosts / hostess would insist on having a meal with them before I leave...

So there I was, having 1 breakfast, 1 brunch, 1 lunch, 1 late lunch, 1 super late lunch that's almost like tea-time lunch and 1 dinner all in 1 day! I nearly kneel over when someone asked me out for supper! Phewwwwwwwwww...

Then again, I'm back to work so no more feasting and merry making.. It's back to reality and more stress : S

Okies hopefully I can starve off that many rolls of fat then! Hahaha... :x

That's me, always disturding Law whenever he's on the phone.. : P

Us! : )

25months

25months on and things are changing..
People change, did you?
Or had I changed?

I know you try to be there but more often than not, I'm alone...
You never say anthing, never do..
It's as if I'm dating myself, having conversations with myself, shopping by myself or having dinner with myself except the seat opposite is taken by you...
The telly is more attractive than me anyway, it doesn't matter whether I sat beside nor opposite you..

I thought by talking more, shows that I had contributed
I thought by making all the plans, taking care of matters that evolves around us would leave you more time for me..
I thought by being passionate about us would make you fall deeper for me..
Well, I had always thought wrong..

I talk too much that I couldn't even hear the cracks..
I made too much plans that I didn't even stopped to ask whether were you available for me
I was too passionate about stuff that wouldn't even matter at all...

Tis a bad time to be thinking did I talk too much or did you stop caring at all..
Tis a day before Valentine, one hour to be exact..
An hour before the Lunar New Year...

Jaded...

RANT!

It's another 1 week or so to the Lunar New Year!
I'm still missing 1 set of clothes for Chu-Er!
Dang!

And I'm sure by now, amost of us know that Chu-Yi falls on Valentine's Day too. Such a coincidence! And it means this is one of the few occasions where I would be spending Valentine with my family. :P
I had not shopped any goodies yet but seriously how many pineapple tarts can one stuff?!
Pardon me but the sight of pineapple tarts, ba kwa and egg rolls kinda put me off... Geez : (
Perhaps I'm still not geared up for the festive mood yet...
And I had not decide on what to get for Lawrence either! Duh!

On a different note, I realised it has been 37days since I last had an alcholic drink.
(WOW! That is a miracle!)
Perhaps I had been overly sober, hahaha...

Damnit! It's sooooo boring around...