Post mortem

I felt as if i had dissected... Many can read me but I refuse to believe..
This fatigue, this is dragging me down..
I'm so tired that I shut off all...
All but the memories..

Come clean

I had suddenly aired my views and feelings and I felt so much better after that...
Suddenly my world  seems more peaceful and I'm really glad that he is accepting the facts too..
I shan't think too much of the future and it's really time to be stronger...
As the saying goes, "you live and you learn"..
And I'm just gonna do just that..

I never thought I would post again BUT....

Welll I guess the title of my blog says it all BUT...
As the saying goes, "there's always a BUT somewhere.." Ha!

Recently I had been feeling so miserable and so lost that I allowed myself to drink too much.
I'm not ashamed of saying that out loud but I do believe I drink too much... : (
It feels as if I'm always going around in carousel circles and it gets weary every now and then.
I guess now is then...

Need a bit more time to sort out my thoughts and feels...
A holiday would be good! Yeah I should think so...