Maybe..

On Hiatus

I know I had been gone too long. It seems irresponsible of me abandoning my blog to the ruins in which I admit, this is not the first time.. *bleah*

Really lazy nowadays, can't seem to use much of the brain cells. *excuses!
Oh well, there were times I admit I really wanna write some of my feelings / thoughts and the moment I would go WTH.. Perhaps I am losing interest in this?!

In fact nowadays I spend more time surfing the net, reading the blogs of our famous XX, E-bay window shopping (saw a pair of Commes de Garcon sneakers I really like! :P), or rather practically lying on the bed rereading old Cosmos magazines.
Gotta a feeling my life kinda sucks.

Sometimes I wish I can go to some place, away from the hustle and bustle here.
Take a break for a few days to clear my mind.
But again, I wouldn't know what's on my mind.
(you know, I gotta admit, the most irriating thing on Earth is fickle minded women, who doesnt know this nor that IE ME)

Work is getting to me, and I feel I'm going crazy. (Do all feel this way at some point or another?)
Company's restructing has yet to produce some results and I coudl only cross my fingers and hope for the best. Sucks to be an employee, duh!

Lawrence is travelling more and more, making more difficult for us to repair the relationship.
We seldom see each other nowadays and even though I celebrated his recent birthday with him, he was really too impressed with my efforts. I would have tried harder again but my close friends told me to give ourselves a longer break instead. Oh well, I guess I can't force any more.

Seems like there's a "break" mentioned in almost every paragraph of this entry. : S