I gotta be strong. Forceful gales that come, exposure waves that hit me in the face, I have to be strong..
Times when I cry silently at night, when I cuddle into a ball, nobody was there and nobody will ever be. I have to be strong.
I'm lonely, a heavy cross I bear myself. Yet I will be strong..
Life's trials, a tiny cornerstone in my path, developing the character along the way.
Sufferings and pain hurt more than deep gnashes on skin.
I cry alone.
If I said, this journey of pain will make me stronger, what did I lose?
Sanity?! Faith?! My self?!
I want to be strong, desire to be so..
I wish to leave those memories behind, throw away all those pain
Forgo the old life..
I see the rainbow but I don't apprehend.
Nature's making for whom to see?
I stop and rest every so often, I'm not that strong..
I forget (Him) but I want to remember
I hope to be strong..
Winter in June, how cold the heart freezes
With no emotions shown yet weeping alone
Is that strong?
Journey is oh so bleak, so desolute.
Can I walk alone?!
Such a fearful word that makes me go on..
I can only strive to be strong
I'm only alone, myself..
Is that folly strong?...
