I realized that I always go around in circles.
I walk and I trip
I make repeative mistakes
With each fall, I treasure the lesson I learned.
yet I always forget.
And the cycle goes on.

I barged forcefully into walls
I cried.
I pick myself up after falls
Gritting my teeth, telling myself to go on.
I was relentless
I was headstrong and in all,
I had caused myself too much misery

He said I was too complicated
Too much of a vibrancy.
I had retorted "why not?!"
I'm living now; I dunno where I will be tomorrow.
I have this passion which might just die anytime
And tomorrow takes too long to arrive

He said I was different.
Different from who? I had retorted again.
"From norm" was his answer
And I asked him am I abnormal?!
Define norm pleaseeee
He just smiled.

He has a pretty smile and playful eyes.
He is tall and gentle.
He said I gotten this sad look in my eyes...
And I told him that he's being contradictive...

For once I had wanted to see the world through his eyes
For once I thought I could..
He merely said we are too different...
I let it go...
He could easily break my heart
He could easily make me fall
He had done all that within considering my all
I let it go...