Saturday, October 18, 2008

Life is beautiful whenever I see you...

That's for my baby...
He deserves some credit, I guess for putting up with me after all this while...
Okies we haven't been together for THAT long but I guess 10months with me is quite a torture... Hah!
I'm not exactly the most demure lady around; and I bet I can swear better than a guy (of coz I dun swear in front of my baby THAT often *sheepish*), and I throw tempers as and when I deem fit, which for your knowledge, is quite alot.
I declare myself a Princess and he has to do my every bidding, even when it means going for prata like 3am in the morning when I woke up with hunger pangs but he's still happily in dreamland.
Am I unreasonable? I do question myself at times...

My baby is sooo giving in to me all this while, whereas I'm the one acting like a demented bitch yelling at him for nothing whenever I'm in a foul mood.
My bestie commented that I'm scary and I feel ashamed...
Funny thing is, we are always polite to other people, strangers even yet we treat the ones closest to us like dirt..
I know that I have no reason to treat him so badly and yet I can't control my temper all the times... *muzt be a good lady so that I can qualified as a Princess next time*
Anyway this post ain't about me and my brainsick ways.
This post is for my baby who has stood with me ups and downs, through shit and sweet.
Sometimes when I look at him, I could just melt in his eyes.. (His eyes are a warm shade of rich brown honey, yum yum)
Sometimes when I flare up at him, he would juzt look at me with his puppy eyes and reach out to soothe me down..
Sometimes when I done something wrong, he didn't reprimand me but kept quiet the whole time which was scary.. Eeeks! I had to ask for forgiveness so that he could talk again...
Eh, come to think of it, my baby is not really that vocal either..
I always complain that he dun talk, we dun communicate enuff but I realise even if he dun talk much, he makes it up by doing all the sweetest things for me.
He always give me massages whenever I whine that my lower back and legs are in pain from all that killer heels (he also said dun wear heels at all! Eeks!)
He always sit patiently waiting for me whenever I am running late for our few and precious dates...
He would let me rant, whine and scream but he still won't buy me that Chanel 2.55 coz he knows that I will be surviving on plain white bread for a long time to come.. Hehehe...
He would let me be my true lamey old self with absolute no complaints.
And when I ask him, what would make him happy, he did replied once that as long as what makes me happy, would make him happy too...
Awwwwwwwwwwww *blush*

Okies since X'mas is coming, here's what I gonna get for my baby...




LV Damier wallet

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