IN THIS LIFE
I was nurtured I was sheltered I was curious and young I was searching for that something Trying to find it on the run Oh and just when I stopped looking I saw just how far I'd come In this life In this life
You give me love You give me light Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes Following Three steps fight an honest fight Two hearts that can start a fire One love is all I need In this life
I have faltered I have stumbled I have found my feet again I've been angry I've been shaken Found a new place to begin My persistence to make a difference Has led me safe into your hands In this life In this life
You give me love You give me light Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes Following Three steps fight an honest fight Two hearts that can start a fire One love is all I need In this life
I was put here for a reason I was born into this world And I'm living and I'm believing I was meant to be your girl In this life
You give me love You give me light Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes Following Three steps fight an honest fight Two hearts that can start a fire One love is all I need In this life
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Life is beautiful whenever I see you...
That's for my baby...
He deserves some credit, I guess for putting up with me after all this while...
Okies we haven't been together for THAT long but I guess 10months with me is quite a torture... Hah!
I'm not exactly the most demure lady around; and I bet I can swear better than a guy (of coz I dun swear in front of my baby THAT often *sheepish*), and I throw tempers as and when I deem fit, which for your knowledge, is quite alot.
I declare myself a Princess and he has to do my every bidding, even when it means going for prata like 3am in the morning when I woke up with hunger pangs but he's still happily in dreamland.
Am I unreasonable? I do question myself at times...
My baby is sooo giving in to me all this while, whereas I'm the one acting like a demented bitch yelling at him for nothing whenever I'm in a foul mood.
My bestie commented that I'm scary and I feel ashamed...
Funny thing is, we are always polite to other people, strangers even yet we treat the ones closest to us like dirt..
I know that I have no reason to treat him so badly and yet I can't control my temper all the times... *muzt be a good lady so that I can qualified as a Princess next time*
Anyway this post ain't about me and my brainsick ways.
This post is for my baby who has stood with me ups and downs, through shit and sweet.
Sometimes when I look at him, I could just melt in his eyes.. (His eyes are a warm shade of rich brown honey, yum yum)
Sometimes when I flare up at him, he would juzt look at me with his puppy eyes and reach out to soothe me down..
Sometimes when I done something wrong, he didn't reprimand me but kept quiet the whole time which was scary.. Eeeks! I had to ask for forgiveness so that he could talk again...
Eh, come to think of it, my baby is not really that vocal either..
I always complain that he dun talk, we dun communicate enuff but I realise even if he dun talk much, he makes it up by doing all the sweetest things for me.
He always give me massages whenever I whine that my lower back and legs are in pain from all that killer heels (he also said dun wear heels at all! Eeks!)
He always sit patiently waiting for me whenever I am running late for our few and precious dates...
He would let me rant, whine and scream but he still won't buy me that Chanel 2.55 coz he knows that I will be surviving on plain white bread for a long time to come.. Hehehe...
He would let me be my true lamey old self with absolute no complaints.
And when I ask him, what would make him happy, he did replied once that as long as what makes me happy, would make him happy too...
Awwwwwwwwwwww *blush*
Okies since X'mas is coming, here's what I gonna get for my baby...
LV Damier wallet
He deserves some credit, I guess for putting up with me after all this while...
Okies we haven't been together for THAT long but I guess 10months with me is quite a torture... Hah!
I'm not exactly the most demure lady around; and I bet I can swear better than a guy (of coz I dun swear in front of my baby THAT often *sheepish*), and I throw tempers as and when I deem fit, which for your knowledge, is quite alot.
I declare myself a Princess and he has to do my every bidding, even when it means going for prata like 3am in the morning when I woke up with hunger pangs but he's still happily in dreamland.
Am I unreasonable? I do question myself at times...
My baby is sooo giving in to me all this while, whereas I'm the one acting like a demented bitch yelling at him for nothing whenever I'm in a foul mood.
My bestie commented that I'm scary and I feel ashamed...
Funny thing is, we are always polite to other people, strangers even yet we treat the ones closest to us like dirt..
I know that I have no reason to treat him so badly and yet I can't control my temper all the times... *muzt be a good lady so that I can qualified as a Princess next time*
Anyway this post ain't about me and my brainsick ways.
This post is for my baby who has stood with me ups and downs, through shit and sweet.
Sometimes when I look at him, I could just melt in his eyes.. (His eyes are a warm shade of rich brown honey, yum yum)
Sometimes when I flare up at him, he would juzt look at me with his puppy eyes and reach out to soothe me down..
Sometimes when I done something wrong, he didn't reprimand me but kept quiet the whole time which was scary.. Eeeks! I had to ask for forgiveness so that he could talk again...
Eh, come to think of it, my baby is not really that vocal either..
I always complain that he dun talk, we dun communicate enuff but I realise even if he dun talk much, he makes it up by doing all the sweetest things for me.
He always give me massages whenever I whine that my lower back and legs are in pain from all that killer heels (he also said dun wear heels at all! Eeks!)
He always sit patiently waiting for me whenever I am running late for our few and precious dates...
He would let me rant, whine and scream but he still won't buy me that Chanel 2.55 coz he knows that I will be surviving on plain white bread for a long time to come.. Hehehe...
He would let me be my true lamey old self with absolute no complaints.
And when I ask him, what would make him happy, he did replied once that as long as what makes me happy, would make him happy too...
Awwwwwwwwwwww *blush*
Okies since X'mas is coming, here's what I gonna get for my baby...
LV Damier wallet
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Ignorant and indigent
Spolit brat with a penchant for all things nice but can't afford..
That's my life... Hahah..
Been surfing the web for ideas on X'mas presents..
Everything is beautiful and coincidentally falls into 2 categories which are namely "I want desperately!!!" and "I want not-so desperately!!!" BUT, (there's always a but..)
Here in this sunny-slighty jammed red dot everynow and then-which recently hosted the world's first night Grand Prix race, and to put it in the typical the way of speech,
"Money no enough.."
*lol*
Been thinking of going vegan...
Somehow I realised that I am letting the world down by consuming meat.
Moreover more greens would improve my health too...
Geez I do not really sound that convincing eh?!
Thinking of roast beef sandwiches, salmon steaks, pepper crabs just send me into an excited frezy.. Food makes me weak.. Hahah..
Oh wait, I gotta sound like I'm seriously into going vegan.. Shucks... *bored*
1 more week... 8 more days.. 192 more hours and I'm on my way to Bangkok!!
Sooooo excited and I can't really wait...
Have been controlling my urges to spend in order to spree myself crazy over there...
Yippee...
I believe the media has been overrated on what is going on over there..
My SO's brother is over there and he has feedbacked that it's really safe to go...
My colleagues must be in some kinda conspiracy coz whenever Bangkok is brought up in our conversations, they would turn and look at me with wide eyes and knowing smiles, making tsk-tsk noises at the same time..
Geez whatz wrong with them for Thai's sake?
Will keep updated of my trip soon and watch out for my X'mas list...
Hahaha
That's my life... Hahah..
Been surfing the web for ideas on X'mas presents..
Everything is beautiful and coincidentally falls into 2 categories which are namely "I want desperately!!!" and "I want not-so desperately!!!" BUT, (there's always a but..)
Here in this sunny-slighty jammed red dot everynow and then-which recently hosted the world's first night Grand Prix race, and to put it in the typical the way of speech,
"Money no enough.."
*lol*
Been thinking of going vegan...
Somehow I realised that I am letting the world down by consuming meat.
Moreover more greens would improve my health too...
Geez I do not really sound that convincing eh?!
Thinking of roast beef sandwiches, salmon steaks, pepper crabs just send me into an excited frezy.. Food makes me weak.. Hahah..
Oh wait, I gotta sound like I'm seriously into going vegan.. Shucks... *bored*
1 more week... 8 more days.. 192 more hours and I'm on my way to Bangkok!!
Sooooo excited and I can't really wait...
Have been controlling my urges to spend in order to spree myself crazy over there...
Yippee...
I believe the media has been overrated on what is going on over there..
My SO's brother is over there and he has feedbacked that it's really safe to go...
My colleagues must be in some kinda conspiracy coz whenever Bangkok is brought up in our conversations, they would turn and look at me with wide eyes and knowing smiles, making tsk-tsk noises at the same time..
Geez whatz wrong with them for Thai's sake?
Will keep updated of my trip soon and watch out for my X'mas list...
Hahaha
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