2009

Happy new year!!!
Wow, it's like 4 days after the all the fireworks, after all the champagne had gone THEN I'm blogging here..
Kinda slow har?!
Well... there's nothing to update about except I'm still alive..
(I guess you guys already knew and were cursing under your breath now)
And I'm gonna be officially 30 years old in 2months' time!
Woahh 30 is a scary number, man..
It's like I'm struck in between the youth and middle-aged category..
Let me see how many female friends do I have are in that category?
There's F, M, J and L....
Gosh!!! Less than 5!!!
I'm soooo gonnna faint! (no wonder I keep hearing voices saying "welcome to the club" in my head)

On the other hand, being 30 ain't sooo bad.
Except I can't think of any of the advantages now. *bleah*
Well I do hope I am wise enuff (applies to all aspects in my life), I hope there is more freedom when I'm not viewed as a kid anymore.
Life goes on eh?! It doesn't matter how old a person is; survival is stil ultimately prime.
I still cannot believe that my life has gone on past me, without stopping to really let me reflect and now I'm 30!
Arghhhhhhh...

I did not make resolutions for this year.
Feels kinda disappointed that they don't always materialize.
Partially is my fault eh, never putting in effort to realise them.
How difficult it is to be happy? I could never understand why year after year, I had this on tops of my resolution list..
Thus from now on, I wouldn't care about resolutions.
I have goals and wishes. And it's up to me to do more to realize them....

Perhaps I shall say more as the year unravels...