Cold

How long can I go on

taking in those sharp mindless comments that sliced through my heart?

How long can I go on

listening to empty heartless words that play with my emotions?

How long can I go on

withstanding the cold?



Feels as if I'm always the one that is standing outside the door.

In the cold.

I'm always the last one you would ever think of.

I might not be even the one you had thought of.

It's cold, has always been...



Your heart is so small, there's no more room for me.

You do not see nor hear me.

I'm invisible, out in the cold.

There's always someone else before me, above me...

I do not exist.

But I'm just outside, standing in the cold.



I feel so tired...

It has been going on for so long yet I still feel the cold.

I can't understand why do you always do what you did to me

You forsake me, you reject me

I can't find the way to your heart

I'm so cold out here..