And I celebrated mine yesterday!
I'm really getting older (and hopefully wiser) *blush*
I had a lovely time yesterday, catching up with some old friends, Stephy, Jac and Rachel over dinner of portebello fries, classic salami pizza (simple but delicious), squid ink pasta and mojitos! I'm trying to cut my liquor intake, especially beer. Beer cause beer belly, no? Hahahaha.
Last night was an exception for me to relax and drink (only 3 mojitos and 1 Jager Bomb) Too bad there was no pictures to show you guys again... : (
Nevertheless Happy Birthday to me!
Anyway my progress on my DIY crafts for the wedding are really slow. I'm growing from impatient to frustrated. And I really can't handle. The 2 friends whom I seeked help from, were not really helping or can't commit. Lies were being told and (their) lies were being exposed. Now I do ponder on the value of our friendship. It's just a DIY project for my wedding and had things come to this extreme that "close" friends had to lie?! What happen to "sisters" as we had affectionately called each other then?! We used to be so connected but over the years, as our lives went in various directions, we had drifted apart.
However said friends claimed that no matter what, I could always approach them for help anytime, anywhere. And I know I would do that for them (as long as it's within my means.) But I guess my friends' claims had gone past their validity dates.
We used to fantasize about how my wedding would be. As I'm like the last girl to get married, said friends were always so enthusiastic. Reason being they had so much fun planning and completing the process of their weddings, they were pretty sure I would too. And back then, I'm always with a fake front, "oh no I don't want to get married!" But they ensured me they will be here to plan with me, to help with any favours I require but now .... Oh well.... Sigh (btw, said friends did not send me birthday wishes and I did wonder had they forgotten about me? Or I'm just a nobody in their lives even though we had spent 17 years together?!)
I'm hurting but I'm positive I could move on. From the bottom of my heart, I know that I will not give up on the friendships easily. I could occupy myself with completing the tasks on hand and not fret about who was or who wasn't there for me when I need them. At this point of time, I would just need to refocus on my career and my upcoming wedding.
Then again are there any kind strangers who would like to commit a couple of hours in the evening to help me with my DIY projects? Dinner provided ala my mum's cooking. : )
Was surfing the web earlier, before I dive head in to the crafts again, I came across this dress on Martha Stewart webbie. It was so beautiful, I believe the beauty is beyond words. I'm really in love with it. However the practical angelic side of me had informed me that the dress is really beyond me. Sighhhhhhhhhhh
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| Brussels Mixed Lace Gown |
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