Saturday, March 19, 2011

Life as it is...

Sometimes I think I am ready, ready to move on
And yet tiny little things, events, places brought me back to the reality why I fell so hard...

Was listening to a song and I slowly teared..
The heart is in pain but the worst part is, I gotta deny myself that kind of pain
Or else I could not move on...

The feeling of crying felt so good, so real,so weak that I hated myself
I wish all was just a nightmare which when I wake up, he will still be by my side.
How foolish to cry and convince myself such illusions!

How painful the heart weep and strangled itself in the past memories...

1 comment:

Reginmars said...

keep yourself occupied, gal. i have no doubt with time u will feel loads better.